The Longest Five Pounds


Have we talked plateaus yet? Let’s get started, shall we? Good news first. I am happy to report that I reached my next five pound mark and hit 60 pounds total and 263.4! Yay! Bad news…seems like it took FOREVER to do it. That’s ok. I am happy about it, but definitely reworking some things to get this train moving a little faster.

Ok more good news! The jeans I am wearing in the photo are a pair that my mom got me for Christmas. I thought they were super cute (Boom Boom jeans) but I could not get them on at all! Now they are fitting perfectly and I am going to wear them basically every day until they don’t fit anymore. Ha! For those of you that see me on a regular basis, don’t judge!

No, I will probably mix it up with a pair of new size 20 linen pants I got from the Avenue! Ugh, I can’t wait to stop shopping in big girl stores, but I am thrilled that I can walk out with pants at least. There were a few visits in the past where I couldn’t find ANYTHING that fit. No size 26, size 28. It was awful. Now if something doesn’t fit, I don’t get so upset because I am trying on 20-22. I refuse to buy any 24 because that is not my size anymore :)

Ok, so why so long with those pesky five pounds? Well for one thing, I haven’t been blogging. There was a graduation and family visiting which legitimately took me away from blogging, but then I just went on a mental vacation. It was necessary. When I am not blogging and PAYING ATTENTION to everything that goes in my mouth, more goes in my mouth. A binge may not be a trip through McD’s drive-thru or a visit to the local Country Donut shop, but a “binge” is a binge.

For a while it was LaraBars (curses to sweet Tracy M. who introduced them to me! ;). These things are horribly addictive and I suggest you refrain from keeping them in your home. I saw the ingredients of my favorite bar, Cashew Cookie – cashews, dates – and thought, “Oh, I can eat that!” Yes, I can, technically. But I have quickly realized that I should not. They are binge-worthy. So, they are no longer in my house but they actually are a great option if you are stuck on the road and just have to have SOMETHING. Most major grocery stores seem to have them.

Then it was just extra of everything. If one bowl of veggie chili is good, two must be great right? For some reason, the more you eat, the more you want to eat. That is just how it is. Your body gets really good at whatever it is that you are doing the most. Lately, my body is getting really good at bread, rice, and pasta. All 100% whole grain and “healthy” but still they slow the weight loss for me anyway. I keep saying I “need to cut, back to E2L 6 week plan, etc. etc.” but it hasn’t happened yet.

So can I really call taking too long to lose five pounds a plateau when I know I wasn’t eating what I should have been eating (for MY body) to lose weight a bit faster? Probably not. In fact, calling it a plateau factors out any choices I personally made to put certain foods in my mouth and instead blames a sluggish loss on the mysterious. Are there plateaus that are legitimate? Yes, definitely, and I have seen those too. But not this one.

I did reach one other milestone though yesterday. I decided at about 7:00 last night that I was going for a walk. This was a small accomplishment as I ended up walking 2 miles. Yes, it was harder than I thought it would be. Yes, I felt generally ill the whole time because it was still hot outside. But also, yes, I did it. Little celebrations. ~Amanda Rae

PS – Thank you to Carmen and Mom for getting my butt back on my blog!



Update! I Can Hardly Believe It


Good news! I am now down 55 pounds total to 268.4. Yay! More than that, I had two meals today that I did not want to  finish. What?!?! Who changed the great Earth to planet CrazyTown because this is definitely crazy.

Ok so I have been working to reduce my whole grains but this week and last week are just NOT the weeks for it. I took my final qualifying exam for my PhD last Thursday and this week I am heading into finals. So there are a lot of what I call “The 3 Ps” – projects, papers, and presentations.

There are also some positive things going on but as you all know, even good stress can make you wonky every now and again. So, with that said, my two meals I could not finish today both contained whole grains/starch. Still losing, but not as quickly as I would like. Like Dr. Joel Fuhrman says, the grains work against you when it comes to weight loss. I definitely found that to be true but happy that I am still losing. So, a few more days not thinking too much about whole grains, but then I really need to completely commit to the 6 week plan again. Flexibility…it is necessary sometimes.

So breakfast was mushrooms, onions, tofu, brown rice, spinach, and fresh salsa. All mixed together and tasted just like a Genghis bowl (favorite restaurant in my town). Then lunch was leftover corn chowder.  I ended up eating half of the breakfast and saving the rest for tomorrow’s breakfast. Lunch I basically made myself eat only because I knew I had class from 6:00-9:00 at night and would not get a chance to eat again until much later.

But this sensation, of putting BACK a portion of food I had full intentions of eating, this is a completely new experience. Forcing myself to eat so I would not get hungry later? Unheard of – especially at the end of a semester! Normally I would be zipping from drive-thru to drive-thru to get enough energy to get through it all. Today’s experiences…these are the little moments that assure me that I am on the right track. ~Amanda Rae

Meditate to Lose Weight?


Yes! Definitely! Things have been extra busy and quite stressful lately for me. I am tackling each responsibility one at a time, but when I am stressed there is definitely a stronger desire to eat unhealthy foods or to eat too many healthy foods. Meditation is very enjoyable for me and something I wish I had the luxury to do every day without guilt, but when you have so much to do it feels like selfishness to take the time and relax.

I have realized though that like exercise, taking time for your self each day is necessary to stay connected with your goals and keep focused. You have to remember what your number one goal is and that nothing else can get in the way. For me, it is losing weight and finishing my PhD.

Initially, it feels strange to meditate. You may think of the countless things you have to do instead of sitting and mediating. You may find that you can’t focus for 20 minutes, or 10 minutes, or even 5 minutes. But…if you keep doing it, something definitely changes. Here are some tips to help you get to better meditation faster than it took me!

  • Keep your meditation space as quiet as possible. I also keep mine very dark.
  • If you find your thoughts straying, have a word that will bring you back to your center. My word is so lamo (OM) but it REALLY works.
  • Focus on the spot right between your eyes and just above the bridge of your nose. I heard this in a meditation once and it definitely helps to get me to my core, my center, “deep inside my brain,” (I have called it a lot of things) quickly. When you are in that space, your thoughts become very powerful!

The photo above is a link to Dr. Dean Ornish’s meditation page where there are several options based on what you might need that day. Another great resource is the Dr. Oz show he did with Deepak Chopra regarding meditation for weight loss. Make sure you watch Part I and Part II. On iTunes or even on YouTube, there are a wide variety of guided meditations for weight loss as well. These can be great to help you get started.

If you give meditation a try and it just not for you, don’t fret. The main idea is to find relaxation and something that can help you keep focused. For you, it might be exercise, dancing, or writing. What helps you reduce stress and stay on track? Do that thing :) Namaste!~ Amanda Rae

Eat to Live 6 Week Plan

Eat to live

Today is my first day back on the Eat to Live 6 week plan by Dr. Joel Fuhrman. Many of you know that I have already succesfully completed the 6 week plan once, well now on to round 2!

So why am I doing it again? Well…I have a lot more weight to lose. That is the simple answer. In fact, I am thinking I should have never stopped the 6 week plan, but I got a little off track. Not in a “drive my big butt through the McD’s drive-thru” kind of off track, but just a little swerving around on veggie lane.

You see…I started to hear about this Dr. McDougall  and how on his weight loss program, you could eat many more grains than what is allowed with Eat to Live. Other than that, Dr. Fuhrman and Dr. McDougall share many of the same food ideas – plant-based diets are best, no animal proteins, low fat, low sodium. But this one difference, MORE WHOLE GRAINS, was very appealing to me.

The trade off is less fruit and I was feeling a little “over” all of the fruit I had been eating. So I started to have a whole grain with just about every meal. I have still been losing weight, though not as quickly, and I noticed something else too. I stopped having any kind of feelings of hunger. No rumblings in my tummy, no feeling of a hollow belly down there. Instead, I have been feeling like I am pretty satisfied and full all of the time.

Now for most people this is a good thing. Still losing weight, not feeling hungry. But there was something special about the 6 week plan when I did it the first time. It wasn’t difficult, and that empty feeling in my stomach? Well…I sort of liked it. It was such a NEW feeling that I felt like I was learning things about myself and my body that I didn’t know before. Like the fact that I would not completely drop dead if I had to skip a meal because there was nothing there I could eat. Or the idea that I could actually go to bed, and fall asleep, hungry (gasp)!

I do like the Dr. McDougall plan as I love whole grains like corn tortillas, brown rice, quinoa and 100% whole wheat pasta, but…I like losing weight faster better than any of those things. Like I said, I have continued to lose weight with these extra servings of whole grains each day, but I am ready to get back to the 6 week plan to see what other new things I might discover this time around. Already I am finding some new, interesting spices and recipes to try, along with some veggies I have never heard of before. This is the part of the journey I like, so I am ready for another food adventure.

After this 6 weeks, I may “McDougall-it” for a few weeks and then do the 6 weeks again. OR I may just continue with the 6 weeks plan until I am at my goal weight. Planning is important but some flexibility is important too. You have to find what is going to work for you during different phases. You will definitely not feel the same every day, every week, or every month throughout your journey.

Here is what I ate on day 1:

Oatmeal vegan cookie (Small one)

Leftover whole grain pasta (very small serving) with asparagus, tomatoes, spinach
Brussel sprouts (steamables in the bag)
Oatmeal vegan cookie (Small one)

Big bowl of salad with low sugar, low fat salad dressing
Beans and turnip greens, tomatoes, onions, garlic
Strawberries, pineapple, banana

So I did have a whole grain for breakfast (oatmeal cookie) and another at lunch, but they were very small so not stressing. All together with the pasta, looks like about one and a half servings of whole grains. Ok, I will take it. One thing you will learn about my ETL journey is that I was not perfect the first time around and I will not be the second time around. It is about good effort, not perfection!

By the way, this is also how I write down what I eat each day in my journal. I don’t write “1 cup of this” or ”4 ounces of that.” Drives me nuts to do it that way. With this method, I can keep track and not go insane over the exact amounts. Also, when you know what you are eating is nutritious and “allowed” you don’t have to go all OCD on tracking.

So leave a comment if you are doing ETL too! I would love to hear about your successes and challenges as we go through it together. Or if you have any questions about starting, feel free to contact me. If you follow any of the links to Amazon and buy the Eat to Live book, this blog will receive a commission which helps to support its activities. Or you can buy the book from your local Barnes & Noble which usually has many copies. Eat to Live!~Amanda Rae



Pasta with Beans Italian Recipe


I do not know how to say “da bomb” in italian, but…I need to find out cause this is it! I made this a few nights ago and have been enjoying leftovers ever since. Why I love it: 1) it is filling, 2) it is “meaty,” 3) it has whole wheat pasta in it (duh), and 4) I will eat anything with tomatoes!

Pasta Bean Italia Recipe


  • 1/4 box of organic 100% whole grain pasta
  • 1 can of cannellini beans (low or no sodium, rinsed)
  • 1 container of grape tomatoes
  • 1 tablespoon of minced garlic (sometimes I do my own or I use the little jars, in water, NOT oil)
  • 1/4 cup of diced red onion
  • 1/4 cup of diced mushrooms (I usually use shitake, but whatever is on hand)
  • 3/4 of low sodium vegetable broth
  • Big handful of chopped fresh basil
  • 2 cups of fresh baby spinach
  • 1/2 lemon
  • Italian seasonings (Mrs. Dash, garlic, crushed red pepper, etc.)


While pasta is cooking, combine onions and garlic in a large pan. Add a little veggie broth so it doesn’t stick while cooking. Add tomatoes (whole). Cover and let simmer for about five minutes. Now here comes my favorite part. Pop those little tomatoes with a big wooden spoon. This is therapeutic for me for some reason.

Then add beans, mushrooms, seasonings, the rest of the veggie broth. Cook pasta as directed on box, but leave a bit al dente. Rinse pasta and set to side. Add basil and spinach to sauce, cover and allow spinach to wilt (about 3 minutes). Add pasta, juice from half a lemon and mix. Serve family style in a giant bowl! Enjoy!~Amanda Rae

Life  is not worth living if I cannot have pasta or bread again. Monica  Seles

Hitting Rock Bottom and Finding a Way Out

This is for people who know they are ready to make a change. I am not here to convince you, but if you are willing to do whatever it takes to become healthy, Please read my real life story of what I discovered and how I started losing weight the healthy way.

I lost 52 pounds in 90 days with no exercise, simply by changing what went into my mouth. I ate plenty of food, three meals and snacks, ate when I was hungry, saved a ton of money on groceries, and continue to feel amazing and lose more weight.

Here is my story…

A little over three months ago I decided I was going to completely change my way of eating. I call it a diet but I don’t have a hate relationship with the word. My diet is simply what I choose to put on my plate and eat. I am proud of my diet and how it is making me feel.

At first I thought I would just give things a try and see how I felt. I couldn’t say for certain if I would stick with it or if I would eat that way for the rest of my life. I hoped I would, but I couldn’t say for sure. After all, I was going into it with a history of dieting failures and serious issues with food.

Here is how I went from a crazy unhealthy food-fixated life to a centered, in-control, way of healthy eating.

Food Obsessions

In December of 2012, I was eating a lot of bad food. I liked movie theater candy when they were on sale 3/$3.00 at Walgreens. Chocolate covered peanuts were my favorite. I ate a lot of fast food – Wendy’s cheddar burgers, Sonic hamburgers, McDonald’s sausage breakfast sandwiches, french fries, waffle fries, fried chicken sandwiches with cheese, cinnamon rolls, ice cream, danishes, pizza, etc. etc. etc. I was in a line to get food and ate something in my car at least two times a day.


I liked restaurants where they gave you super gigantic portions like Cheddar’s chicken tenders and TGIF hamburgers and french fries.

My stomach hurt. My knees hurt. I was getting headaches. My blood pressure was going up. I was pre-diabetic. My ankles were HUGE and swollen. The list of health issues was getting long and I felt terrible.

The only energy I had was in short bursts from the foods I was eating. Nothing was sustainable. I knew I was on a sketchy road to an unhealthy decline. I was hiding food in my desk, my car, and in my bedroom. I threw away wrapper and bag “evidence” and then ate normal meals with friends and family. I felt like I needed the junk to deal with daily stress and to just make it through each day. Each meal or binge left me numb, euphoric, bubbly…for a little while.

I can’t begin to explain to you how debilitating it was to be so enslaved by my need for certain kinds of foods, or volumes of foods. I really didn’t think about it, I just went through the motions. Waking up was depressing because I knew what I would need to do to be able to just function. If I didn’t go and get the foods I thought I “needed,” I would be light-headed, shaky, get more headaches, fatigued, and sometimes nauseous.

The shakes were the worst. They told me when it was time to eat. I didn’t know what hunger signals from my stomach were because I never gave my body the chance to tell me. I kept feeding myself, dragging through the day, and then falling asleep with a heavy body and mind.

Whenever I had tried to lose weight before, I would go through this “ramping up” phase where I tallied, organized, prepared, journaled, made collages, and everything else I could think of to “get ready for battle.” I felt that if I could only prepare enough I could guard myself from the temptations, withdrawal responses, and habits that were so hard to break. The act of dieting this way completely consumed me. I just kept trying to be stronger than the last time to make it stick once and for all.

I didn’t know exactly why it wasn’t working. The last time I was trying to lose weight, I lost about 50 pounds. Each day was mentally and emotionally exhausting. It was like having an anxiety attack every hour of the day. I had to fight so hard and there were many times that I just wanted the madness to stop.

I dreamed of living in a cabin in the woods, far away from televisions, the Internet, fast food signs, etc. In my fantasy world, I would lose weight magically and the psychology of it all would be non-existent. I would just be. I didn’t realize that could actually happen for me – not in a cabin in the woods, but in my own unhealthy, food-obsessed world.

Learning About Weight Loss, Food Addiction, Health, and Nutrition

I had a job where I was surrounded by food. In fact, part of my job was to actually eat food! As an inspector for a major hotel chain, I was pampered for all of my meals. I ate glorious steaks, fat-ladened salad dressings, delicious chocolaty desserts, and then I would go up to my room and order it again for room service.

Part of my job was checking on the quality and service so I HAD to order the food, but I didn’t have to eat it. I knew my surroundings had to change. While I could have ordered fruit and vegetables from the menu, the temptations (buffets of foods and a never ending supply of room service) were just too great.

Going back to get my Masters degree was always in my mind. I finally decided to leave my job, return to school, and get my degree in health. I wanted to learn from the smartest people I could find and apply those principles to my life. This was one of the best decisions I ever made. First, because I was truly happy being in a learning environment again and second, because I was surrounded by healthy, knowledgeable people.

Now I am working on my PhD and applying these truths I have learned from a holistic, centered place. I am not just “trying to lose weight by any means necessary.” I have done that before. It didn’t work long term.

In my current position, I teach college students about ALL of the dimensions of health. I also do research on food addiction, obesity, eating disorders, weight stigma, and the food industry.

I can’t remember the first documentary I saw that sort of introduced me to the idea of clean eating. In school I showed my students the movie Food, Inc. every semester, but I saw SuperSize Me prior to that, and I am sure there were others. But there were things I glossed over in these films:

1) How factory farming was really treating the animals I was eating

2) The health consequences of obesity

3) What was really in the foods I liked

I didn’t want to know. I knew knowing meant there would be internal conflict between my sense of right and wrong and my desire for the foods I loved. But as part of my quest to really know everything I could about food, I had to force myself to learn sometimes.

Animals as Food

Previously, I felt that nothing farmers and food manufacturers did to animals could be so bad (I mean, PETA and the government made sure animals were treated at least humanely, right?). I just never thought the treatment was something that would make me give up those foods forever. So what was the point of torturing myself?

I didn’t want to know the truth and I told myself those movies just showed extremely rare instances of bad things that maybe happened, rarely, because of a small handful of crazies. The burger I was about to eat certainly was from one of those California happy cows that spent her life on a green cartoon farm until she died peacefully in her sleep. Then I would enjoy my meal guilt-free.

I thought that for a long time, until I couldn’t hide from the truth anymore. A little snippet of a video of a cow being pushed by a forklift, a pig in a truck going down the highway with bloody skin from rubbing against the sides, something about pus and hormones in milk, male baby chicks being ground up alive because no one needed them – these bits and pieces were enough for me to say “Ok, you have to learn what is REALLY going on with the food you are eating.” I knew it might be painful, but I also thought, “I am going to find a way to justify eating meat because I can’t NOT eat meat.” I was going to look for the loophole! Yea, that didn’t quite turn out like I planned.

Obesity Consequences

During this time, I was also learning about some very real consequences of obesity. Working as an optometric assistant, I was seeing the effects of diabetes and high blood pressure every day. Taking patient medical histories as part of my job was very eye opening (no pun intended).

While I have always been a proponent of the idea that you can be both fat and healthy, I could not ignore the fact that the majority of obese patients had medical problems while many of the “normal” weight patients did not. These patients had lists of medications and associated illnesses that were far greater than their thinner counterparts.

I have always felt healthy myself, but I realized that at 40 years old, my obese body could not keep up the way it used to. I always told myself that my weight never kept me from doing the things I wanted to do, but it did. I started to avoid the things that were uncomfortable – airplane trips, going out with friends, exercising, pedicures (I didn’t want them to see my fat ankles), stairs, beach vacations, and the list goes on and on.

Trying….Making the Decision

After seeing a few documentaries and reading a few books, I decided to stop eating meat, dairy, cheese, and to give vegetarian eating a try. A friend of mine hates that word – try. But I really thought of it as something I would do short term, as I didn’t consider possibly never eating meat again.

I had read Dr. Joel Fuhrman’s Eat to Live book about five times over the previous year. The first time I read it, I thought “No way I could do that.” But then I would pick it up again when I had a health scare, or heard new information about diabetes, heart disease, or hypertension. I finally decided that I was going to do the six week plan.

At first, it was a little difficult. I didn’t know how to cook regular meals much less vegetarian meals. Things didn’t taste quite “right” to me without meat and I didn’t understand the vegetarian vocabulary. Tofu,Ezekiel, sprouted grains, daikon, vegan, flexitarian, nutritarian – I was truly a fish out of water.

Now, just a few short months later, it is relatively easy. I say relatively easy because I can’t get the rest of the world to get on board with me so there are sometimes “distractions” such as the free pizza in the break room at work….

Pizza Break Room

Or the bowl of candy…


I didn’t indulge but…Ugh.

Overall, it was relatively simple and the biggest surprise is that I kept at it even after the six weeks. I really can’t say for certain if I will ever eat meat again. Right now, I feel like I will not as I don’t normally miss it, but I am listening to my body and giving it what it needs. I do know that if I do ever eat meat again, it will be sustainable, humane, non-GMO (salmon) and without antibiotics or growth hormones.

Spirtuality, Stress, Health, and Weight Loss

At first all of the distractions such as the pizza and the candy were so difficult to handle.  I literally had to stop and meditate to get rid of the crazy self-talk in my head. “You are never going to be able to avoid it, and what is the point in that? You are always going to want it so bad that you will feel miserable every day. Deprived. Different. Stuck.”

Meditation is NOT something I have always done. I thought it was kind of kooky when I first started, but I opened my mind, gave it a chance, and found it to be not only relaxing but effective. I turned on music, breathed deeply, and I forced myself to believe there had to be a better way. I believed in the power of the good foods I WAS eating. They would heal me if I gave them a chance.

I took opportunities to relax, to slow down, and to focus on my goals. This is still a challenge as a PhD student doing a dissertation…


…but it is so necessary for success. I also have found some like-minded people who I can connect with when I need some awareness.

The Perfect Storm – The Switch

Between returning to school, surrounding myself with healthy people and concepts, learning about obesity and weight loss, reading countless books and articles on food and nutrition, watching documentaries about factory farming and vegetarianism, discovering meditation and re-discovering spirituality, and eating whole, nutrient-dense plant-based foods…something clicked.

This change or switch in my entire way of thinking is completely fascinating to me. There are no more ups and downs throughout the day and my every thought is not about the next meal I am going to eat. I feel very strong, able, and centered. It sounds a bit hokey pokey but that is the best word I can think of to explain this transformation.

I don’t think that I know what everyone is going through or that you are having the same kinds of struggles that I had. However, I think there are some things that are somewhat universal to many of us who are attempting to lose weight and be healthier. In other words, some common elements that we need to both admit and address before we will ever find true success. Here is my personal opinion on just a few of those key elements…

1. Honesty to yourself. You may imagine you are not eating how you are eating. You may hide things from others but the truth will always appear in your weight, your test results, and your energy levels. Find someone else you can be honest with too.

2. Admitting that your food will actually kill you sooner rather than later. I have learned a lot about the food industry and marketing. Many companies are tricky, very tricky. With a primary goal of making money, they are not interested in your health. You decide if you are going to be a minion and succumb to their tactics. Learn as much as you can!

3. You ARE smart enough and ABLE to take control of your diet. Yes, there are certain factors that have come together to create your weight problem – the low price of sugar, corn crop subsidies, increase in portion sizes, high fructose corn syrup, the move from active to sedentary jobs, the foods your momma cooked, etc. etc. etc. You have a lot of life to live (and I say that whether you are 18 or 88) and YOU get to make the choices from this point forward.

I started this blog to help myself while on my journey, but most of all, to help others. I am 40 and I wish I had this information when I was in my twenties. It is very cliché but I really believe there is ONE person out there who will hear what I am saying, and if I can reach her (or him!) then this will have been worth it.

Healthy Living Resources

The following documentaries/presentations had a profound effect on my ability to consume a primarily plant-based diet:


Food Matters

Forks Over Knives

Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead


Vegan college lecture


Other resources:  


Dr. Joel Fuhrman

Dr. McDougall

Dr. T. Colin Campbell

Dr. Caldwell Esselstyn

Engine2 Diet

Meditation overview

One Moment Meditation

I hope that you will continue to visit as I work my way along this new path of food awareness. Be Healthy! ~Amanda Rae

How to Start Your Weight Loss Journey


The way to start your weight loss journey is with a trash bag and a few hours to kill. Above you can see some of the things I threw away on January 14, 2013, the day before I started my Eat to Live with Dr. Joel Fuhrman program. Now I know some of you are looking at that picture and you are thinking “What’s wrong with sugar free jello?” Well…lots of things it turns out, with the first being artificial sweetener. Everything else is salt, sugar, and fat. Salt in soy sauce, pancake syrup, butter you can spray that has no calories!” Who was I kidding?

It WAS difficult to throw so much food away. There were other bags that went to a food pantry and some I gave to my dad, but it is hard to throw away hard earned money. But I knew it was important. I knew I couldn’t have the tempations and I had to create space for success. For those of you who have family members who aren’t going to be eating the same as you, I have one shelf in the pantry (the top one so it is harder for me to reach) where there are a few “snacks” for my boyfriend. Other than that, it is a healthy eating zone for me. Maybe your kids can have their own mini-fridge somewhere? Can your hubby keep some of his snacks at work instead of at home? You will find that they will start to eat more like you when they see the great results!

I cleared out my kitchen and made room for the staples of my new diet:

  • fresh fruits and vegetables
  • low sodium vegetable stock
  • brown rice, quinoa
  • oats
  • 100% whole grain pasta
  • cans of low sodium or no sodium beans and tomatoes
  • frozen vegetables for quick dinners
  • fresh salsa
  • bottles and bottles of water (I am working on changing this…too much plastic!)

3 Month Results – Before and After Weight Loss

I started this whole journey on January 15, 2013. Being that it is tax day and also my 3 month mark, I have decided to post a few before and after pictures and my weight chart. I am so thrilled with my results, more than just the numbers (which are great) but with how great I feel. I have never before felt so whole and untroubled by my weight or what I put in my mouth. Truly liberating!


So for three months, it ends up being about 52 pounds and some change. Today is the first day that it is going to hit 80 degrees I think so, I am going to start adding in some exercise. As of yet, I have done NO exercise at all. One thing at a time.



April 18, 2013
Current weight: 271
Weight lost: 52.4 pounds

Vegan Oat, Banana, and Applesauce Cookies


Not too many days go by where I don’t have at least one of these vegan oat, banana, and applesauce cookies. I call them BOAs but I have also seen similar recipes calling them breakfast cookies. They are great for breakfast and especially good for grabbing them straight from the fridge and heading out the door.

Vegan Oat, Banana, and Applesauce Cookies Recipe


  • 1 very ripe banana
  • 1 cup of unsweetened applesauce
  • 1 cup of rolled, organic oats (not instant)
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My Sister’s Fat Jeans are My Skinny Jeans

So yesterday I was doing a little Spring cleaning and decided to get rid of a bunch of clothes. After going through piles and piles of faded yoga pants, old college t-shirts, and unmatched socks, I came across a box of “skinny jeans.”

My sister recently lost over 100 pounds. We used to look the same, now we don’t. But I am looking more and more like her every day (39.2 pounds closer). As she lost the weight, she would give me her jeans along with a pep talk – “You are going to need these very soon too!”

She started out giving me size 22 jeans (I was still in a 26-28). Soon she was giving me size 20, 18, 16 while I was still in the 26-28 range. Size 14, 12, and 10 went to my mom who also has recently met her goal weight. Basically, everyone around me is making it happen! It only makes sense that I be next.

So I tried on the size 22 petite jeans (I am not really short but sometimes I can swing the petites). To my shock and awe, I got them on and buttoned! WOooooOOOoo!


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